Day Twenty-Six

The old feeling of being jinxed crept up on me last night. Well, I don't know if crept is really the right word, more like I lifted up the toilet seat and saw my life in the bowl. I know what I am, the good, and the not quite so good, the positive, and the negative. These lines are wrapped like a four toned sucker and the flavors run together. Sometimes I wish I could truly see myself from the outside, and maybe then, I'd take guidance and direction from someone who knew what they were talking about.