One Hundred Eighty-Six

I wonder if having the ability to instantly remove fear and anger would help me? Sometimes maybe, but I think it makes me stronger to hurt, and being weak, if I could shut the pain off, I think I'd do it before I could grow. I'm furious right now. I want to strike out for what you've done. I want to hurt you like you hurt me, but I won't, so I give myself a time-out, and I'll let the pain tear my insides up, and you'll continue having a good time oblivious to the damage you've done.